Well, I wish I could report that I was 100% better. I'm not. But every day I am fighting through and hanging in there. I haven't cried for three straight mornings. My doctor said that I was probably getting a bit of "seratonin syndrome" and the medication was too strong. I am back to my lower dose and have less stomach aches and fluish symptoms in the morning. I will see my doctor on Thursday. Funny to say that I can't wait. I don't know what I am hoping for. Possibly a change in medication so I can go back to my regular go-go personality. I'm done with sitting on the edge of my seat waiting for something to happen.
This morning I was driving to my Mom's and on the radio was Joel Osten giving a talk about The Power of I am. The words were very true to me today and a message I enjoyed hearing. He said to use your words to bless your future not curse it. Everything to follow the I Am should be positive and that positive will follow you. I AM blessed. I AM talented. I AM beautiful. I AM fearless. I AM strong. I AM Loved.
I will keep fighting. I will let people know that anxiety is a terrible thing to deal with. Not many people talk about it, but the more I talk with people, the more people I find have suffered from anxiety and panic attacks.
Thank you for your continued prayers. I know they are working.
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